"You get what you pay for, but I just had no intention of living this way." -Counting Crows

Why We're Here...

My husband David and I delivered a stillborn Baby Boy that we loved, and wanted. Our first and only son, Logan, had Down Syndrome. Our daughter's smile is a little light in the darkness. She turned one year old three days after our sweet Logan tip-toed away on January 24, 2009. After 2 1/2 years we found out we were having another baby, whom we affectionatly called Rudy. Just shy of 6 weeks we found out Rudy was Ectopic. Rudy was surgically removed on May 26, 2011 delivering another blow to our already broken hearts.

Her? But not me?

A local woman stabbed her baby with a butcher knife. She gave birth to a healthy baby, and then stabbed it! And THIS woman got a live baby, and mine died! Her, but not me?! I don't see the logic, the everything happens for a reason crap!
On a side note, they think the baby will survive. And yes I think its sad that this chic was mental. That's not the point.
Sent via BlackBerry from T-Mobile


margaret said...


Jess said...

I don't get it. And I never will.

Mary said...

It figures. The story of our lives.

Inanna said...

I can't understand it. I wish there was justice in the world.

Heather said...

Every time I hear a story like this, I think, WTF...W...T...F!?!?!?!?
The innocent children suffering, it rips me to shreds. It is senseless!

Lisa said...

Hello, It is Lisa from Jasper, Forever our first born. I wanted to let
you know that I wrote your angels name and took some pictures and wanted
to give them to you. I am doing this for all the angels on the blogs that
I follow. Here is the link. I hope you like them.

CLC said...

Gruesome. I just don't get it either.

Post a Comment

Sparrow Farm Creations Memorial Prints

Songs for Logan

Get a playlist! Standalone player Get Ringtones
Home | Logan's Story | Contact Heather

Copyright © 2009 It only hurts when I breathe! |Designed by Templatemo |Converted to blogger by BloggerThemes.Net