I guess it's just one of those days. I hate hormones. I can't shake the crap that has crept in today. I was watching the 2nd episode of TNT's HawthoRNe this evening (which I think is pretty good), and of course it had a baby in it that they thought the mother was poisoning. Turns out she was just being too protective and washing her baby too much. She loved her baby so much she was hurting her. It made my heart want to scream. To feel that desperate. To scream and fight for your baby. I didn't get to fight. I didn't even get to know there was a problem. He just died, and I didn't even know it when it happened. And blast it if I don't feel like punching a hole in my wall again.
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2 comments:
Have you ever tried throwing a plate against something? I bet it would feel really good in a moment like that! :)
I'm with you. Breaking something sounds really nice right now. Or getting a little hammered. Anything to push this pain away.
I hope it's gotten better by now. :)
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