Probably wouldn't be this way...

I know this song is supposed to be about a husband...but I found myself relating to it today (except for the date part of course, the stuff in red). I find myself doing a lot of this lately. It seems like every break up song in the world reminds me of loosing Logan. Every sad song, every love song, every angry song... But with out Logan...I probably would be this way!

Probably Wouldn't Be This Way
-LeAnn Rimes

Got a date a week from Friday with the preacher's son
Everybody says he's crazy but I'll have to see
I finally moved to Jackson When the summer came
I won't have to pay that boy to rake my leaves
I'm probably going on and on
It seems I'm doing more of that these days

-chorus-

I probably wouldn't be this way
I probably wouldn't hurt this bad
I never pictured every minute without you in it
Oh, you left so fast
Somtimes I see you standing there
Sometimes it's like I'm losing touch
Sometimes feel that I'm so lucky
To have had the chance to love this much
So God, give me a moment's grace
Cause if I never see your face
I probably wouldn't be this way

Mama says, that I just shouldn't speak to you
Susan says, that I should just move on
You oughtta see the way these people look at me
When they see me round here talking to this stone
Everybody thinks I've lost my mind
But I just take it day by day

-chorus-

I probably wouldn't be this way
I probably wouldn't hurt this bad
I never pictured every minute without you in it
Oh, you left so fast
Somtimes I see you standing there
Sometimes I feel an angels touch
Sometimes I feel that I'm so lucky
To have had the chance to love this much
So God, give me a moment's grace
Cause if I never see your face
I probably wouldn't be this way
I probably wouldn't be this way

Got a date a week from Friday With the preacher's son
Everybody says I'm crazy Guess I'll have to see.