"You get what you pay for, but I just had no intention of living this way." -Counting Crows
Why We're Here...
My husband David and I delivered a stillborn Baby Boy that we loved, and wanted. Our first and only son, Logan, had Down Syndrome. Our daughter's smile is a little light in the darkness. She turned one year old three days after our sweet Logan tip-toed away on January 24, 2009. After 2 1/2 years we found out we were having another baby, whom we affectionatly called Rudy. Just shy of 6 weeks we found out Rudy was Ectopic. Rudy was surgically removed on May 26, 2011 delivering another blow to our already broken hearts.
I lied.
The grief snuck out of my pocket whilst I laid here in the dark, on my brothers couch, half way between my reality and the only peace I can manage to find...sleep.
The tears come just the same, here or there.
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5 comments:
Oh, honey. I hope you feel better soon. Praying for you...
I wish there was a place to go to ease the pain. I always think of you and little Logan being together one day.
hugs...
that is how grief is. It will come and try to stick on you, it's ok to have these feelings, you are human, don't stay in the dark place too long
it still happens for me too.. and it's been almost 3 years. :(
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