"You get what you pay for, but I just had no intention of living this way." -Counting Crows

Why We're Here...

My husband David and I delivered a stillborn Baby Boy that we loved, and wanted. Our first and only son, Logan, had Down Syndrome. Our daughter's smile is a little light in the darkness. She turned one year old three days after our sweet Logan tip-toed away on January 24, 2009. After 2 1/2 years we found out we were having another baby, whom we affectionatly called Rudy. Just shy of 6 weeks we found out Rudy was Ectopic. Rudy was surgically removed on May 26, 2011 delivering another blow to our already broken hearts.

Unpleasant surprise

Driving to pick up my mom at the train station I drove past the place where my son currently is. What a very unpleasant surprise!
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Ter said...

they haven't released him to you yet?
I mean...are you burying him, having him cremated?

we had our daughter cremated (I didn't think about burial... I just wanted her out of the hospital and I didn't want to have her cremated and put in the hospital crypt, because they put all the babies ashes in together and I didn't want her mixed up with another baby. I'm glad I brought her home. she and her daddy sit on my dresser until I find the perfect shelving (I've been looking for 3 years) and eventually we will all go in a niche at the cemetery, but right now I'm not ready to part with them, and also because I have heard mixed review about the niches, I've been told by some people that not all 3 of us could go in one niche because they only allow 2 people per niche (and I don't understand that, her urn is the size of my palm) and won't take up much space, you can put other things in there, picture frames, figurines, etc, but you can't put a palm size urn in there if there are 2 regular sized ones?) anyway.... ugh. sorry I went off topic. What are your plans for your son's remains?

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